Strangers

I want to restart this blog again.

I'm at a different point in my life now. I'm 19 years old and I have a boyfriend. We live together.

When I don't live at my parent's house anymore, I have more freedom living alone in my apartment. I can do whatever I want with life, considering money is an issue taken into account. But in fact, apart from studying, there is not much else major going on in my life.

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I've put a lot of my past behind. The past with ex-boyfriends and the lil' Ria who had less control in her hands than the world had for her. But the bottom line is, I don't want to be like a million other people who don't really know what they want until they're in the 30s or 40s. 

I used to be very cheerful and free. Now that I think responsibilities from daily reality moulds everyone into the same well, more or less, resistant or not.

I want to travel. Perhaps to seek new culture, way to live life or maybe just an escape. I don't know, but I need to travel. 

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Everyday my life is crammed with studying & deadlines. I don't even work now, but at least everyweek I have about $150 to spend. I'm not sure where music fits in anymore. (Sometimes I can listen to it, sometimes I can't.)

And writing. I don't really think my novella writing can be on its way until I've sorted out my life plan again.